You know that feeling of not

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You know that feeling of not being enough ? But then you find this person who changes everything and makes you laugh when you can’t even smile? That’s what I felt when we met, he’s adorable , he can make my heart stop in a second, I know everything about him, everything. I care too much but I don’t know if he cares too. Sometimes he shows me he cares and sometimes he knows I’m sad but doesn’t even ask why and it kills me . But even though it kills me, I can’t be mean to him, I keep on talking to him and do whatever he asks me too. I know he took me for granted but that’s not making me love him less. I know now that he took me for granted he’ll never wanna be with me but even though it kills me I don’t wanna lose this even if it means being his friend. But what was that friendship all about? Why would he kiss me if he knew he was going to end it the next day? I hate him for this. I hate hate hate him . But still I can’t bring my self to leave him because despite the hate I hold for him the love I have in my heart for him is way stronger. And I can’t give up on this. HELP

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  • sad to hear ,you can do one thing …if you really like him …so be smart and have confidence in you..as if you became weak in front of him ,he will take an advantage of you as you mentioned he kisses you?for what if he is not carrying any relationship with you!!!think about it?he is just making you fool,and you are becoming fool as you have a soft corner for him,but im afraid to say he dont have ..anything for you .HE became a habit for you,as you think that no matters i liked him ..no you dont ..you actually generate a habit of being him or surround him..

    only one solution for you,dont try to overcome ,ignore him and show that you dont care for him..you have to be strong and practical….one day will come when he too realized that he was wrong on his side…see when he want to love you ,he kisses you ,he hugs you technically when his mood is good enough to handle you…but vice versa when you are in pain ..as you mentioned that he ignorned me like anything ….he sometime asked for you and sometime not….let me know if you need any more helo .My name is kunal and my cell phone number is 614-537-0000 text me before calling .

    i dont know your name ,but trust me it will help you a lot.this is all my sincere advice to you ..thanks and regards

    Anonymous February 28, 2012 6:12 am Reply
  • You’re so right, and I’m gonna try my best to follow your leads .. I’m really thankful because I’m gonna be strong for the first time. I’m gonna make him realize what he lost. You’re right maybe I don’t like him, maybe I like the idea of him being around. I don’t know what to say, I’m just gonna let a thank you express how I feel.
    I’m really happy thanks to you, you knew exactly what to say.
    Even though I don’t know you Kunal, you deserve all the best.
    We live in different countries so I won’t be able to call you I’m gonna try sending you a msg.
    Thankyou again

    Anonymous February 28, 2012 9:37 pm Reply

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