You know, it really kinda s****. Remembering and looking back at all these things of you, and lately I have been doing it a lot more. I see you finally have an instagram and you I guess have a cell phone pretty regularly which when we dated you didnt have a cell phone.
I guess in a way, it s**** to remember that i spent 2,555 days with you in my life. And we just have so many memories. But I have to stop giving you the benefit of the doubt because you were seriously at some points a huge f****** douche bag to me. I don’t understand how I was “the love of your life” yet when you were unable to use your house phone to call me- that was it. But NOW you have a cell phone. It just doesnt make sense. I know it never will- because you’re you and you’ve always been selfish.
I hope one day you find someone, there, in VA for you, because I never wanted to make the move.
I’m so glad I have someone who TRULY puts me first, who won’t go hang out with his friends and not call me or tell me where he is for hours/days. I’m so glad I have someone to spend every night with, to talk to constantly, to sleep next to and do everything with.
I am so glad you’re a REAL man. I’m so glad I have found you. You have opened up my eyes to so many new and amazing things and I will always love and cherish you for my entire existence. You have saved me and I love you with my entire being.
