When I was probably about 10 years old, I was in some really short shorts sitting on the floor when my dog came up and started licking me between my legs. I didn’t really know ANYTHING about s** back then, so I didn’t really know what was going on, I just knew that it felt good. I continued to let her do it for about three months before I decided to stop letting her do it because something didn’t feel right. After that though, for many years, I kept having wet dreams about dogs licking me there/having i********** with me. I am so very ashamed of this… I feel like that one “innocent” act has destroyed me forever, I will always be a “s***” because of it, because even though NOW I know that was a bad thing to do (and obviously don’t do it), I still get turned on by it because I experienced it. I am really scared to tell anyone I get romantically involved with about any of it, because I’m so scared they will reject me because of it. And now I’m getting romantically involved with this guy that seems like the perfect match for me, but I can’t bring myself to confess this to him, even though he has confessed so much of his own deep secrets to me, because he’s so “mainstream” s***** and I’m really scared that if he finds out he will think I’m a complete w****… I’m already lucky he is interested in me despite knowing I’m more experienced than he is.
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Its very normal to have such feelings since it happened, every girl won’t think of that, but untill it happens, then they begin to like it, u might get infected with diseases, but its best you keep it a secret between urself and us, cuz it won’t make any difference it u tell someone or not, it might just cause confusion, just forget about the past and move on, and replace ur new guy inplace of ur dog. X)
-N.M
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