Okay when I was 10 all I wanted to hear and know about was s**. So, my cousin, also 10, was sleeping beside me and had her b*** sticking out of her blankets and I couldn’t resist the temptation so I grabbed and rubbed it. She was a HEAVY sleeper. Anyways she started to find out a few weeks later and wasn’t all that mad about it. We didn’t know it was bad.
So a few years pass and and we’re 14 and we were watching a movie in the dark with A LOT of cousins and everyone is so into the movie that I took this chance to slip my hand under her and feel her. She then opened her legs a little and let me rub her p**** and told me how that tickled her so I felt her through the whole movie and acted like nothing happened. I felt so bad about that that I wanted to apologize and never do that again but this was when my mom picked us up from my other cousins late at night and we were in the back and I felt her nudging me to grab her but I did all I could to resist. Some how I didn’t touch her that day.
Another few years pass and we and we are 18 and haven’t seen each other since we were 14. Now she looks so beautiful and is one of the most attractive girls I’ve ever seen. But, I’ve been resisting and found her giving me these signs that she still wants me to feel her. She’l pounce on me which gets me hard, she would wear skimpy clothing around me night and day, she would bend down in front of me wearing these tight little shorts, she pretends to trip and land on me when we pass each other in the hall, and she lays down on the couch and opens her legs in a way that makes me so h****.
I can’t help now but give in to my urges and want to have s** with her. I don’t know if she wants the same, hell for all I know these signs could all be false and that would just be embarrassing… But if you saw her you would think the same as me! I just don’t know how to confront her about it because we are surrounded by A LOT of cousins 24/7 and I don’t want them to know and If I touch her I have no idea how to react…
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Everyone experiments sexually when they’re children with either sex so there’s nothing wrong with your past actions. But you’re both 18 now and you can’t use that excuse anymore. She is your cousin and I don’t think it’s smart to have sex with her seeing as how it could potentially be dangerous. If you have no problem with it, then there’s nothing that’s going to stop you. Just keep in mind that there can be serious repercussions between you and her or between both of you and any other family member. Always think with your brain, not your penis.
T.A.