my sisters first husband was a c*** head in many ways but I got on ok with him most of the time. each week she complained and I got that way I became fearful of them coming over and then fearful of men. then his family started being rude all the time. and the sister Fiona was so rude, she would cackle and laugh whenever I rang to check on my sisters health. they put down everything about us from our religion, food, just anything they could. I learnt a lesson from that. when I was r*** I learnt a greater lesson. I just don’t trust people at all now. I want nothing to do with my sister and her relatives. I hate her and her fighting bitchy aggressive nature. she is evil. I hate women like her. I hated this woman I worked with as well for much the same reason. I don’t think there is anyone out there for me. I am too sensitive and caring. I don’t believe in hurting someone you love. these people taught me love is about bitching and attacking and causing un-needed pain. so I gave it back to them. and I gave them some things they wanted. I just pray I made them love me and hate me and hate themselves and twisted love to a bitter poison as they did for me. I would never go back. I just don’t give into the love feelings now. they are random and quickly gone.
