Just recently, I wanted to be happy. I’d always wanted to, but now I want to try my best to be happy and stop cutting. But today, it just didnt work. First day back at school and I hate it already. My best friend and I go to the same school but she’s a year above me, same age though. She means the world to me. I always feel dead whenever she talks about her crush. How she likes talking to him and stuff. I just wish that she could make me the only one who matters. I want to be the only one. I’m sorry.
