It’s been 3 weeks since I last masturbated over gay p***, but I’ve been fantasising about f****** my best friend more than ever. I’m gay inside but not on the outside. I don’t want to come out, I just want secret g****** all the time. I’d love to have an affair with him and keep it secret from our girlfriends. Play footsie under the table on double dates etc. then when we go to the bathroom together id give him a quick b******* and a tease. I want him.
