i think i hate my dad… I have been stuck in this dilemma for about 8 years now! he’s a quitter. he taught me everything i know and then he decided to quit on living. he told me flatly that he does not wish to live but would not take his own life so he will now wait for death. before you start your judgmental b******* i took him to every doctor you can name… he just doesn’t want to let help in, why? because it’s more convenient for him to be an invalid who doesn’t do any sort of work but drinks all day and sits down in the same chair in the same position every day for the past eight years… he’s hell to live with. and i’ve got it easy i moved out… my mom has to put up with his inconsiderate s***. all she’s ever asked him was to provide for his family not to buy her fancy things, but to pay his debts… she sold all her jewelry TWICE to pay off his gambling debts…
he is a quitter. a drunk. a dependent lost cause.
and one day i’ll grow up to be just like him. and what’s worse is that every time i try to find a solution it all leads back to him dying!
i hate.myself.
