I OFTEN LIVE IN A MAKE BELIEVE FAIRY TALE WORLD AND FEAR FOR MY FUTURE THAT WHEN MY PARENTS DIE … WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME I AM NOW 44 AND NO CHILD NO MARRIAGE ETC AND LOST FAITH IN THE WORLD COMPLETELY. I NEED TO MEET GOOD CHRISTIAN PEOPLE AND MEN WHO WILL NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME AND MY ABUSE ISSUES… WHICH IS A HARD CALL IN THIS DAY AND AGE MEN SEEM TO ENJOY ABUSING WOMEN OF ANY STATUS …
I AM CURRENTLY DRAWING AND WRITING A CHILDRENS BOOK I STARTED ON BACK 25 YEARS AGO… MY MIND OFTEN REGRESSES TO CHILDHOOD AND TEENAGE YEARS.
ITS BAD WHEN YOU WANT TO COLLECT DOLLS AND GO TO DISNEY ON ICE FOR FUN BUT DONT HAVE A CHILD TO TAKE TO COVER THE FACT THAT ITS REALLY YOU WHO WANTS TO SEE IT.
CATHERINE 1MOLOAA CR BIRKDALE
