I hate you. I hate what you’ve turned me into. I hate how you can easily pull out that horrible side of me and when it’s unleashed I act like a f****** monster . I do s*** that I regret all the time in your presence and what do you do. ? You stand there and laugh at your accomplishment in pulling out that horrid side of me . You’re the only one I’ve ever got this upset around. I’ve never thrown and broke things over someone. I have anger issues now because of you and that’s just one f****** thing I need to talk about in therapy now. So, thanks. Thank you very much. I hate how you know all my buttons and know exactly which ones to ouch at certain times. Your a malicious b**** and I can’t believe that in related to you. I hate how you sit there and live in denial and refuse to believe the things about you which are true because you can’t f****** handle it. Do you really think things are gonna get better if I continue to live under your damn roof that you can barely fuming afford ??!?!?! Your f****** controlling, toxic, consistently negative, have never been emotionally supportive, you make our environment toxic and your f****** delusional. It’s never going t get better between us. I f****** tried to fix it a year ago. I tried to be empathetic. I tried to be there for you . But l I get in return is some b******* and violence . Your a f****** lost cause. And I’m throwing in t he towel. Once I leave here I’m never looking back or getting in contact with you. So then you can live here in your man made misery and die alone. I’m f****** done. But I guess you won’t really believe me until I leave. I will be so damn happy when that day comes when I can detach myself from your controlling a**. Your such a dumbass if you think well be able to live together while your trying to take control of my f****** finances . I would never let that happen with your history of money problems. You can’t handle s***. That’s why your in so much f****** debt. Ddont you dare sit there and tell me what to do either. F*** off. Nobody is listening nor cares. Hahaha and earlier you came to me and said your sorry when I packed my bags and wanted to stay in a hotel for a day to get away from your f****** chaos and madness. The s*** has f****** sailed. Our relationship has gone off the deep end. It’s too late and I’m ready to move on with my life. Go talk to yourself in the corner about how supposedly sorry you are. Nobody f****** cares. Even if people tell you that you have problems you refuse to work on them. You’ll always be the damn same and I hope you get hit by a car someday.
