Him and only him thats all I want but even that i cant have I have him but ill never truely be able to be his, because im not even able to have myself. And its almost like without him im empty but before him I was content with out being noticed but now I want him to notice me but its like im so lost because i no that itll never work. I cant do it again what if im already set up for failyer what if i hurt him i love him to much to hurt him but in the end ill have to but i dont want to! I LOVE YOU! AHHHHH!!! why now why him I cant do it without him.
Him 4 ever and always ill be yours wether your mine or not!
