Dear Best Friend,
I’m confused. I don’t know. My girlfriend and I are having constant fights and now she isn’t talking to me anymore, or very rarely. We talked today and I asked her why she’s so far, she said it’s my fault, because I love her too much. Because I’m too dependent and “bala shakhsiye”, but she can’t blame me because I’m still 15 and she remembers how she used to be at my age. Well, I’m changing. The first person I thought about when she told me this was you. Why? Because you’re the strongest person I have ever met. You’re all I ever wanted to be. You’re able to say “F*** you!” to people you love who aren’t treating you right. I know you’re too far to ever read this, I know you probably don’t remember who I am, but I need to talk to you. I’m gona pretend you’re here, telling me what I should do. I don’t know, really. I’m trying to be strong but I’m WEAK. I know I am. I don’t know anymore. I’ll show her the me she never met. I’ll show her the strong me. She’ll see! I’ll keep writing to you. Maybe someone else here might give me advice. Maybe T.A.? I think T.A.’s a strong person. I miss you, my best friend. The Brave One, my Role Model.
– Mikaella Khairallah, A.K.A TTSP.
All Comments
Why did you blew your T.T.S.P Cover?
And your story is weird, your best friend is too far to read this? She doesn’t remember who you are?
And What kind of advice do you want?
Yes, T.A is a strong person. I agree.
K.O.W.
Because almost everyone here knows who I am, and JUST in case s
he reads it.
My best friend and I were seperated in June 2010 and now there’s no way to get back in contact.
Advice about how to grow stronger.. But I think I’ve reached it.
– TTSP
je t’aime
O.D.
TTSP, if you want to, there is a way…
If you don’t want, it’s something else…
I can help you if you want…
K.O.W
Je t’aime aussi mon coeur <3
K.O.W I tried. Never mind, really.
– TTSP
Take your time, TTSP. I hope your latest post means you’re making progress. Just remember to always think first.
You are much younger than I thought you were which means you don’t think and talk your age. It’s good to be thoughtful and confident at such a young age, but just remember not to get ahead of yourself. You want to use them to help you grow into a great person, not to hurt you.
T.A.