Another day built from nothing but loneliness. The light that used to brighten my day is now gone again, leaving for only trace, a hole in my heart. The emptiness makes everything seem so big and complete, in contrast with what’s inside of me. When you’re sitting alone in the darkness, waiting for this sunshine to rise on you and it doesn’t, the silence becomes the loudest noise you have ever heard. All hope is gone, and the pain is consuming my insides like fire and a piece of paper, until there’s nothing left but dust that disappears with the slightest windy day, just like you, you were gone with the wind, without leaving anything behind but those regrets. I wish I could go back in time for just one night, to have you back in my arms in a dream. Silence… The emptiness has pushed its claws deep into my skin, taking away all my feelings like a hurricane, bringing me nothing but pain. Suffering, feeling like an intruder in the places where I used to belong, I have to force myself to realize I’ll never find peace, I’ll never find that place where it feels like I’m finally home. I’ve been hanging for too long, holding tight, pulling, with the only strenght of my own two arms, this rope around my neck that’s making me the prisoner of my thoughts. I am battling alone. I am now, and I will be, until my very last breath. Come and admire the view with me, it’s so sad and morbid it’s almost beautiful..
