I’m such a loser. I have two close friends and I don’t legitimately like many other people enough to want to talk to them. I spend my free time in my room on the internet or watching TV shows. I joke about having no friends, but it’s actually true. I feel like I just annoy the few people that I do talk to. On my birthday, nobody decorated my locker. Nobody posted about it on social media. I don’t talk in class. I’m just trapped behind the walls I have built myself, and I’m too much of a nervous wreck to leave them. I’m so miserable here. I don’t want to die, I don’t want to kill myself. But I’d rather be dead than feel this nothingness. I am worthless and alone. I just want it all to end, to be able to talk to people. But I’m just a sad p************ girl. I will be stuck here forever, too scared to leave.