I absolutely hate my boss, she’s a fat dumb b**** who used to be my friend. Now she’s a condescending b**** to me. I just keep telling myself its because she blew up like a balloon and I meanwhile look pretty good still.
I am divorced. In love with an amazing man who I’ve been with since I basically got divorced. But, for a small chunk of time, I was a lil bit of a w**** and met a dude online n had a thing with him once. He was RICH AS F*** n it was nice but I felt like utter crap. Sometimes I wonder if my bf has done the same to me. Not that I dont deserve it, but I just flat don’t wanna know if he did.
I don’t feel like I have any friends that I can call my best friend. Only my boyfriend. He really is the only one always there for me besides my family. Im lucky in that aspect. I have a lot of f****** issues n I keep a lot of it to myself. Self medicate. But then that puts me in an endless cycle n then screws up any personal progress ive made n puts me where I’m at right now. Down.
Im hella down today n im hoping I can snap out of it. Thought this would help. Doesn’t seem to be…..but there ya go. There’s more, but ill confess it another time
