recently I bought new things for the house and started to get sick and now I am so depressed that I hate everything I bought. I thought I would like it and made such big plans for a old world revival charm and now I am so depressed and worried over illness I am just regretting buying and changing anything although the old junk stuff that we had that was over 30 years old and 2nd hand just had to go and be replaced.
I hate the way the old guy out there listens to the death notices on the radio every morning its so morbid and depressing. I don’t go out as much with a goal or to do things other then my health since sick and its so depressing not having a friend or man to take me places or help motivate me when I am sick or down.

there has to be a LIFE SWITCH I CAN TURN ON SOMEWHERE!