I always wanted to get into the field of writing. I dropped out of my graduation, which was on an entirely different subject, midway, to pursue a career in writing.

Now 4 years into this field, I have now started to hate writing. Everyday I get a headache, even to go to my office and open the content management system there.

I took a lot of pain justifying me dropping out of a costly graduation programme and starting up in the writing field. Now I can’t again tell them that I hate writing. It’s like I am living a lie once again (earlier I was living like this, when I was doing graduation in science, against my desire).

Has this kind of thing happened to anyone before? Everyday I feel guilty about my choices and decisions, which is leading to a serious case of depression it seems. Thank God I am not rich enough to afford high-end drugs to ease this guilt :/