I am a married woman with children and I’m having an affair. It just “happened” and was so invigorating that I did it twice. I have already put limitations on the affair and am almost handling it like a business transaction. I don’t feel guilty and I’m not sure why. I love my husband very much and we have a fantastic s** life. There is nothing missing in my marriage. I met a younger man a couple of years prior and we became friends. Strictly platonic. No ideas or fantasies. In the last month or so, there has been a very unexpected s***** tension growing between us. Nothing changed, so I don’t know where it came from. About a week ago I said, “This is inevitable, so let’s just get it over with and move on.” I meant to only share a kiss, but it escalated quickly and within MINUTES we were having s**. I was surprised by both my actions and his. We got dressed quickly and before I left, I told him, “One more kiss, and we’re done.” I was a gentle, deep, fulfilling kiss, and he wrapped his arms completely around me. My husband and I are both middle-aged and have “grown” a bit, making close embraces like this physically awkward and difficult to achieve. It’s been a long time since I’ve just been fully wrapped up and deeply kissed. It felt good. It felt so good, in fact, that I went back the next day and did it again. I don’t know where this will lead.
