This past may. I flew in to my hometown from NYC. To spend time with my bestfriend of (going on) 8 years. She’s a girl. Asian, petite and cute. I’m 5’8, European, model for well known agency… She’s seen me naked a number of times. Flirtatiously would say how beautiful my body is and how she wishes she had a bod like mine. These little side comments would go on for years. We finally graduated high school. I leave to pursue a career in modeling…. Fast forward back to me coming home to see her and my family. So I stay at her place for a week. I got really sick the first 2 days so I pretty much barely moved out of bed. Until the 3rd day when she forced me to go to a party with old high school friends. So we’re drinking having a good time when out of no where to guys try to get us to kiss…. We mutually decided to “put on a show.” Full tongue, while one of my hands is gripping the back of her neck and the other is fondling her breast. She obviously liked it- because when we left she told me just wait until we get home….. When we got home I went into her guest bedroom and acted as if I was sleeping…. She opened the door jumped in the bed. We started making out, she went down on me multiple times, made me c** back to back. It was pretty hot….
But she’s my bestfriend!!!! I feel like she still wants more from me. Like we could possibly be something.

How do I get her to stop seeing me like this s***** being?
I don’t want to ruin our friendship!