I am 24 yrs old, unemployed for 6 months, with 35k USD loan, and also I am a closeted gay living in a homophobic country. I feel right now that my life

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I am 24 yrs old, unemployed for 6 months, with 35k USD loan, and also I am a closeted gay living in a homophobic country. I feel right now that my life has come to standstill and I feel like dying.

All I want is a chance to prove myself. Just a job abroad would lead me in repaying my loans, financially stable, move to another country, come out to my parents, find a partner, fall in love and live the life I always wanted. However everything is shattered now. Everyday I feel like I should say goodbye to this world but then I am being watched by my sibling and cannot commit suicide too.

Life s**** for me. Dear God, Are you even there? If so, Are u even listening to me? If so, Please give me a chance. This is what I am asking for me as a birthday present ..

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hes got more s**** than a hotel hand towel

Wayne from Letterkenny

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