Currently a grade 12 student, going to go to university next year. Just found out my Math mark for grade 11 plays a big role. The minimum mark for admission is 60% and i have under that. Why can’t I get s*** right? Im kicking myself in the a** for dicking around for an entire year and know when it really comes down to a major life decision ive failed it. I simply cant do this. I’m so stressed and I just want to curl up in a corner and cry or die. No I wont commit suicide, that’s a ridiculous choice and not a way to solve a problem. I just simply feel crushed and defeated. I am a nobody and life simply moves on. University won’t care about anything but marks and doesn’t feel compassion because so many people like me have gone through them throughout the years that another idiot from high school with a sob story wont make a difference. I just don’t know what to do.