I miss her . I miss her so f****** much. I became friends with a girl over the course of a school year after about 8 months, the group of friends and I started noticing she was becoming really judgmental and we were like no. One weekend we were all going to hang out and she told us she felt that we didn’t really like her (which was true) and we just hung out without her, the following monday she tried to apologize but we were like no sorry we don’t want to be your friend its been about 4-5 months and I miss her. She was constanty pointing out our flaws and other peoples but we have so much in common. Our opinions on controversial topic, the same fucked up sense of humor, our interest. I want to become friends with her again but there are several dilemmas. The first and main one being rejection. This sounds awful but I could never take the embarrassment of her rejection my friendship. Another thing is the group of friends. Im not sure how they’d feel about me befriending her and i don’t want to ask them bc there’d always be those awkward times where’d they say something about her and look at me and remember that i like her and apologize. its just so frustrating this was mainly just to get it out because I’ve only told one person, my best friend who doesn’t hang out with us but we’ve been best friends for about 5 years and i love her ok that was off topic but yeahhhh