As a young adult I cry way more than I think is normal. But my life is so s*****. for the past 2 years there has been nothing but sorrow. Starting with my girlfriend of 2 years breaking up with me. Same week my dog of 14 years dies. I lost an entire group of friends because of my ex. Then I went away to college depressed and fucked up my freshman year. I passed one class with a D. Now I’m paying them back all the money I owe. Not to mention my grandmother passed away during second semester of that year. Then my ex comes back into my life and wants to be friends with benefits while I was seeing someone else, but like a dumbass I went back to my ex and she fucked me over once again. And she has been in and out of my life up until recently. But now I am in an impossible situation with my finances. I can’t get a girl to save my life. And I don’t have any type of relationship with my family at all. I don’t know who I am. I have no belief system. I’m just a wreck.