im messed up, i keep trying to smoke and am considering drugs cuz everyone else is, i sarch things up on the internet that is quite frankly disgustiong and i cant stop. i have a sugar addiction and i keep trying to get into shape but fail. i have a girlfriend that i love so much but dont want to be with her anymore for her sake more than mine, im in a downward spiral and i just needed to let it out. im sorry for everything. so sorry.
