i find it hard to stop myself from hurting myself. sometimes i wonder why i’m alive and just want to end it all. what is the point of carrying on. i know i’ll never do anything about it. should I go to the doctors? i don’t know what are they’re gonna do about it? do i have anxiety? what have i got to be worried about? i don’t know. i’m sorry that i have no right to be sad but i just can’t help it.