I am madly in love with my boyfriend. He has always been a bit protective of other people looking at me like that, especially his best friend. Thing is, I like the idea of his friend looking at me like that. I would never do anything with him or cheat on my boyfriend, but it is thrilling to go from feeling that no one finds you attractive to maybe being thought of s******* by not only your partner but also by someone else. I feel so guilt even though I would never do anything. I just like the attention…