i seriously can not do this anymore. ever since i was a child i never felt like going through with this whole life thing. i’m bored, it is stupid, and entirely too tragic. DONE so f****** done. i don’t care and i don’t see a point. and WHO AM I to decide that a life worth of suffering and misery is worth the trade-off, saving these pathetic people that claim to care from a moments sadness. seriously. i knew the outcome ages ago and i should have left ages ago. this is dumb and i don’t want to be a part of it anymore. i hate life and i want to die. i would trade in a millisecond with a terminal patient that actually wanted to live.