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You made me fall for you. And I’m not sure if it was accidental or on purpose. Did you know what you were doing? How? I don’t fall for guys easily. Especially not players like you. But somehow you managed to melt the ice around my fragile glass heart. Perhaps it was the deep stare in your penetrating blue eyes. The sensual stare that sucked me in to the dreamworld where it was just you and me. It let me know that you just wanted to be alone with me. Maybe it was your smile that made me smile because it was just so blissfully goofy, way different from your usual unemotional gaze. The smile that made me feel like a goddess who graced your day with her presence. Your voice was deep and a bit dopey (in the cutest way possible) but when you said my name you made it sound like roses and flowers with those timid lips of yours that held back the passion. When we were around each other, our energy sprang off of each other, trying to pull us together so we could be one. I did notice you took every chance you could get to touch me, but I was shy since people always put me on the spot. That was the problem no privacy, we were always interrupted and we had to pretend there wasn’t a secret romance blooming between us even though there was. And for that reason I can’t forgot because I know if we had both succumbed to our true emotion, instead of worrying about everything else, we’d be together now. But that is the tragedy of us being virgos. We no longer see each other, except in our dreams, where we see each other but say nothing, because even there we control our deep feelings. I’m tired

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.