I’m f****** dying in the inside, and I dont know why. I have social anxiety, my best friend left me (and its mainly my fault, I hate the guilt), I want to sleep all the time, I have no talents, see my dreams as hopeless and unrealistic, have no self-esteem…I literally hate every part of my disgusting body, find my personality unamusing and basic, my Dad ignores me and my little brother- he hasnt seen us in over 6 months and is a complete dickhead, Im having trouble with deciding on my religious beliefs and it bothers me, Im a coward who cant go a day without crying, I s*** and life is s***** right now and everything is empty and thats some of the things I’m feeling right now but no one listens or gives a f*** because I’m twelve and too young for any of this, right? F*** everything.