I am madly in love with the French host student I am staying with on exchange. He has no idea, and I am leaving in a week. I will likely not see him again for a long time, because I live very far away and do not have the money to come again. The main problem is that I am also a guy. He has no idea that I am gay, and constantly talks about his past girlfriends. I am worried that if I say anything, he will not talk to me any more, or laugh at me or something. Nobody knows that I am gay. I will probably go back without telling him, but I needed to say it.