I’m not a very dumb person, my IQ is above average and I can think rationally most of the time but I have an issue with people who treat me like s***; I never leave them. If they apologize I will go back to them almost immediately and unless they hurt me really bad and ignore me afterwards I don’t cut them out of my life. Even people who kind of show me they’re not interested in talking to me, if I’m fixated on them, I will text them every few weeks only so they don’t forget me, because thinking I’m not a part of their life hurts me more than the hurt they cause by ignoring me. I KNOW it’s pretty dumb and I should just ignore people who ignore me or treat me bad, but no matter how much advice I get, I don’t think I’ll ever change, I just want them in my life.