I just want to be bad, kill, hurt, burn everything and everyone with eyes stuck open. I feel this sad longing feeling to release a part of me, to just give in to the temptation of hatred. To slip into the trance of no remorse, no mercy. It’s so warm feeling inside… so why is it wrong. The mere thoughts are so fulfilling, the actions would make my skin tingle and crawl and feel alive. To watch into someones eyes as the soul leaves it’s body. If only I could catch the thing and keep it in a bottle. I don’t even feel the want for dirty killing at the moment, maybe another poison killing. To poison someone and follow them as they try to escape. To watch them stumble as the poison effects kick in. Then to watch them slowly fall asleep with eyes stuck open, fixed upon my own. Cute.