I had been doing this work on the “emotion code” and a heartwall came up that had become this aluminum capsule locker thing-it was where i kept all the secrets I kept from my self, and the secrets others made me keep for them instead of dealing with it themselves-its almost like i think they wanted me to feel the shame for them-I’m not quite sure-I’m still kind of in my imagination right now so im just kind of riffing on my emotional inner truth. But I’m concerned about how its been keeping me from a deeper connection with higher power and from me-because those secrets implied that I could never have a conversation about it again. I know the difference now between keeping a confidence and keeping a secret from someone-i really do my damndest now not to keep secrets anymore while always trying hard to be incredibly safe, open and trustworthy. I’m here to confess those secrets in this forum so i can release them from inside of me but without ruining things for others-and as I do this im removing the “no open conversation rule”