I feel as though I should die because I am unintelligent. A dolt. A burden. None of my achievements are enough.
Will Korvallus Kringle be making an appearance this holiday season?
I carry one of the tanks of helium with me in my car as a way to stay calm. When I see the Fiserv buildings in the morning against the ominous midwestern skies, I just have to take a look at the tank to know that I am in control of my suffering and can end it. This gives me a mood boost and allows me to get through the day. Funny how that works.
