I know I shouldn’t be thinking about him. He is happy with her and their baby. I can see that. But I can’t erase what he use to use to say to me- the thoughtful, caring, sweet compliments and just his constant concern for how I was feeling. Tried hard to make me happy, even though it jeopardised so much for him. Reading things that get me upset remembering it all. Then I start feeling guilty for thinking about her boyfriend like that. How long will this take to get over? I loved him but I have to watch them live happily ever after.