im not going to sit here and moan about being depressed im 19 and male i have a good life making decent money now, my child hood was nice my parents divorced at 13 but it didn’t f*** me up as it wasn’t messy or anything like that, nice house on my own and i have plenty of friends, so heres the problem i have never had a gf im alone badly i broke down today sitting here surfing the net just put my pc down lied on the floor and weeped. i lied there regretting not taking my chances in the past with women and now because ive gone so long in life without doing anything i have severe anxiety and nervousness about asking women out. in life i would consider myself a funny guy i feel like people would give that description of me as well and in truth if anyone asked me why im never serious i would say i cant be or i would become depresses leading to god knows what. ive never thought of killing myself. im just sick of being alone and feel like i cant do anything about it