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I don’t know why I got so angry at you. You were honest with me I think. I apologize that I have been conditioned to react the way I do as a means of self-preservation. What was most upsetting is that you don’t want to be friends and I think it is because you don’t trust me, either. Probably as a means of self-preservation. My life is falling apart quicker than I can put it back together. When I reach out for help, people use it against me as fodder for why I should hate myself. I am hurt pretty bad at the moment but you never know, I may be able to overcome. It’s so easy to judge when you’re up, and I guess when I am up I will want to remember that.

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