So I got married at 19 been married for 22yrs. Were not in love and never were, were together because we knew it would mean a better life for us, its a business arrangement more than anything. You see when I was 15 I met a girl, I fell in love and fell hard. We were never really together but spent almost every min of every day for two yrs with each other, she used me, abused me, and broke my heart. Yrs later after I was married and already had kids she called me, didn’t exactly say she was sorry for the past but did tell me she loved me and always had. But it was too late and I couldn’t put myself though that again, so I broke my own heart and let her go. Today I saw a ghost and all those feeling came rushing back. Dropping my kid off a middle school there was this girl, she was about 15 and looked so much like her, we stared at each other for a moment, she had such sad eyes, it was all pretty weird, and I so much miss that feeling of love.