Too easy. Why is it so easy? So many options, all of them within my reach. Just a second of no self control, and it’d be gone. So easy. What is there to stop me? Who is there to stop me? Nobody. Everybody is so goddamn oblivious. These people who claim to be my family, my friends, if they truly were, wouldn’t they notice something? Anything? I’m floating away, I’m losing it, I can feel it, day by day, there’s a little bit less of me to save.

“No matter how bad things got, she always managed to smile. In fact, the worse things got, the wider her smile became.”