My girlfriend is perfect, perfect b****, b***, tummy, overall build, etc. She’ll do anything to make me happy ‘anything’ because apparently theres something about me she likes, she’s said I’m perfect and I’ve told her she’s perfect plenty of times and we’ve went over many times about how we both love each other in a stupid amount (in a good way). It makes me feel kind of bad though, because I don’t feel perfect at all..? I’ve got super low self esteem I’ll be honest. And my confidence isn’t really up there. I’m skinny, you can see my bones and whatnot so I’m a small dude. I want to be her everything like she is mine but I just can’t, I just f****** can’t. Plenty of fit hot guys have asked her out and she’s turned them down even before I asked her out. I want to ask whats so special about me? Like, I’m lazy I’ll admit, smart but don’t focus in school, I’m more atheletic than some people sure. I’ve got some good things that I wouldn’t call much but I guess it’s more than most guys these days can say, I’m fun to be around, I can always make you smile, I’m heart meltingly smooth with my words if you mean something to me, I’m 100% loyal, I guess I’m kinda cute? And I’m defiantly sweeter than most guys, I study s***** interaction stuff, sure it sounds weird but just an hour a day of studying makes a huge difference in your love life.. Anyway! Shes everything I was looking for, Serious about A relationship, wants 2 kids, in it for personality, sweet loyal trustworthy,etc. And all the physical whatnot. She’s all i think about. I wanna be that guy girls fantasize about though, you know, tan, built, handsome, perfect smile and everything. I forgot where I was going with this… Anyway, I just realized we’re both in it for personality, not looks.. I guess I was so used to legues and stuff I forgot if someone really likes you, they won’t care what you look like… Cuz she is waaayy out of my legue, we’re talkin smoking hot varsity cheerleader (One of the not preppy ones) going out with this guy with only a little meat or muscle. Haha I guess I can’t say I still feel bad about not looking like someone to melt over, cuz I am on the inside. If my perfect someone loves me, I guess I can learn to love me too.
