I would really love a very soft D/s scene. The kind that is gentle and involves lots of praise and is very supportive. I’d like to feel something for the my partner. I want to to be taken to a safe space where I know that all he cares about is me and my giving him what he wants because ultimately it will be what I want. I want to use a safeword and it be fine. I want him to check in on how I’m feeling along way. I want to lose control and still feel so very safe and treasure and cherished and loved. And then I want to switch and do that with my love. But he’s gone the man I love. The man with the strength to give me this. The man I trusted with my heart, with my life. And I can’t imagine every trusting someone like that again.