I have only ever been in 1 relationship and told one person in all seriousness that I was in love with him and he couldn’t even feel it back or to even care after 4 months but still talks to me and wants to hang out even though we are broken up. I feel like after almost 5 years of school I haven’t accomplished anything and in all honesty I haven’t I’ll have 1 small associates of science and an administrative assistant certificate and that’s sad it took me this long. My biggest fear is that I will never be in a long term stable relationship to have children and sadly I have a solution that if I haven’t accomplished half of what I want to and am not in a stable relationship or are even close to having children by the time I’m 26 I’m planning to no longer be living just because I want to be young with my children and if it doesn’t happen then it probably never will and I don’t want to die in my 60s all alone. Only 4 more years for that to happen.