I met this guy on the internet in June last year and for a few months we didn’t talk very much but lately we’ve been talking or skyping almost every day. He’s confessed to finding me very attractive and I just tell him to stop creeping on me. Truth is I think I’m in love with him.
I hate the fact that he lives so far away and that we will probably never meet. I think about him so much and I wish I could just talk to him all the time. I don’t know why I cannot tell him how I feel because I know he’d be ecstatic about it, I just find it much easier to brush off my feelings for him.
Every time we Skype he makes me smile and laugh so much, and that is not something I typically do. Talking to him just makes me so unbelievably happy. I keep telling myself that this is just a stupid crush and I’ll get over it soon enough, but as more and more time passes my doubt of this happening increases.
I think the worst part about this is, even if I ever did tell him how I felt, he’d probably just take it as a sarcastic comment and not think twice about it. God, I wish he were online now just so I could talk to him about anything and everything.