I’m 17 now and have been going off and on with a girl for several months. I met her last year in Grade 11 and now we are both in Grade 12 at the same school. She is starting to get serious about me now and I think that she wants to have s** with me. She is a virgin and I am a virgin, too. Well, correction, I have never had s** with any of my former girl friends. I have always had the deathly fear that I would go limp when trying to have s**. That happens sometimes when I m*********. There have been opportunities when her parents were away and we could have had s** at her house. I just told her that I wasn’t ready for it yet. I was so embarrassed. I just wished that there were some way that I could be sure that I would not go limp and embarrass myself.

Last Saturday night, I PROVED that I can have s** and not go limp. I did something really drastic and some of you may not approve. Here it is: I had s** with my sleeping mom. Okay, it sounds really bad but I wanted to be sure that I could do it. I’m sure she doesn’t know about it. What is one more time for her? My dad and her have s** occasionally. I can hear the thump, thump, thump from my bedroom. I usually m********* when hearing this. So I don’t see it as a big deal for her. It is just a different guy doing it to her.

My dad was away hunting last weekend trying to score a moose and my mom had girl friends over. They are all pretty heavy drinkers and my mom was pretty “plastered” by the time they left. I have seen this before when dad is away hunting and didn’t think much of it. Mom just went to bed to sleep it off.

Later, going up to my bedroom, I saw Mom asleep in bed. She was in a deep slumber and seeing her like this, it just came to me. I am going to try to have s** with her. No one will know and it won’t hurt her. Okay, she is my mom but I had to prove that I could do it and not go limp trying. She wouldn’t mind if she understood my problem. I was already “hard” just thinking about it. I quickly undressed in my bedroom, pulled a condom over my p**** (I had purchased some for use with my girlfriend) and returned naked. Standing over her bed with my p**** sticking outright, I decided to abandon the condom and I tore it off. I wanted to feel what it is like doing it “natural” with Mom. She is too old to get pregnant anyways. Slipping into bed with her, I pulled up her nightgown and raised her legs in such a way that me p**** could reach her g*******. Mom doesn’t wear p****** in bed, although I won’t explain how I know. I pushed my p**** up against her vaginal opening and quickly penetrated her. It was a sensation that I had never experienced before and it felt wonderful. Pumping gently over the next several minutes, I quickly reached my climax and ejaculated into her. I found that s** is much like m*********** except that my s**** is released into her v***** instead of into my own hands. And I didn’t go limp! I was able to have s** with Mom and inseminate her without difficulty. I was ecstatic as I returned to my bedroom and pondered the experience. But I quickly fell asleep as the whole experience had drained away my energy.

I am sure that Mom doesn’t know that I had s** with her last Saturday while she was asleep. I rather hope not. But at least I am better positioned now to have s** with my girlfriend and not worry that I will be impotent. I still believe that I am truly a virgin. I don’t consider having s***** i********** with one’s own mom as true s**. Others may disagree, I guess.

J.D. (Mom’s son)