I think some of my friends are jealous of me. No need to go into details, but it would be fair to say that my circumstances in most aspects are better off – Although I would never speak of it or flaunt it. It s****, because I love them and support them in everything they do and I hate that they feel like this. I never set out to intentionally hurt anyone, but I feel that when I step out of line for even just a second, I’m suddenly the worst human to walk the planet. For every nice thing I have done and said to them, I make one wrong turn and every good deed is forgotten. I constantly support their work and congratulate them on their success and try to make all the efforts to ask them how their work is going. But I don’t even remember the last time someone asked me. They question any success I have and ensure to let me know that others are doing better than me. I would never do that to any of them. My opinions don’t seem to matter to them anymore – everything I say is wrong. I’m beginning to think, perhaps they’re not my friends anymore and I need to start looking for new ones. It’s sad – Jealousy really is a curse.