i fucked up every single thing. i fucked up. what am i going to do now? i feel so hopeless i can’t take it
Had a great time Hallo night. I was dressed femboy and two Asian girls got me off with their talented hands. One girl pumping the knob, one girl massaging my tight nuts. Shot off nice spoooge load.
Im depressed that ill never get to see my art therapist again. Ill miss spending hours with her every day. I’ll miss our morning walks to the park where we’d swing on the swings next to each other. I’ll miss playing love songs and writing poetry for her. I’ll miss playing games with her. I’ll miss making her smile and laugh. I’ll miss seeing her bursting to pee. I could ruin her life very easily if I wanted to. I could hire a lawyer to subpoena google for the records on the google drive and then sue her for medical malpractice and report her to the Division of Occupational liscencure. I could take everything away from her as punishment for abandoning me. Should I?