Hi,what I’m going to post is more like is question than a confession.The thing is I’m 22 years old and I never had a boyfriend before until now.I’m dating a guy for 1 month) and I’m pretty nervous because I want to have s** with him for the first time, but there is one problem.I’m scared of being penetrated for the first time,because of the pain,I’m scared when I think that many people said(from what I read) that first time you don’t enjoy much s**.I’m just so tensed and nervous. I really want to do it but I’m just so aggitated only thinking that I’ll have his p**** inside of me for the first time.I mean,its just so bad as everyone describes,what should I’d expect for my first time?
PS-my boyfriend is a very gentle and kind man he doesn’t want to.rush me at all,we’ve talked about having s** soon but it seems that my anxiety problems make me fear into doing this step.
