My life is very normal. I have everything you could ask for. A nice girlfriend, a nice car, job ect ect. My girlfriend and I have been dating for 3 years. She’s very nice, smart and pretty.

Also about 3 years ago. I made a friend online. Just a pen pal. We would play games and shoot the s*** on skype. Shes a delight to talk to and I enjoyed every conversation we had.

Fast forward to present time, my girlfriend and I are still together and I’m still talking to my online friend. The thing is: my girlfriend would probably leave me if she knew I was talking to this other girl. Even though we are just friends (I mean it).

That last sentence is complicated however. Yes we are friends, but after putting a lot of time talking to someone. You get a little attached, don’t you?
I have feelings for this other girl, and she has a boyfriend also. But sometimes when we talk… certain words get thrown around from me and her. They imply something like: I have feelings for you, but neither of us can say it without being a s***** bf/gf.

I’m not going to leave my girlfriend for this fleeting emotion. But my confession is

Mon amie, I love you and somehow if the stars line up in the universe I’ll be with you. But I can’t tell you how much I feel for you and youll never know because of how our lives are currently.

But there’s a chance huh? And look at the brightside, I’m still here for you either way. That’s what best friends do.

Sweet dreams