Just need to get something Off my chest. I realized just now how much I really hate ,my mom and use her. Ya that’s sounds bad but it’s complicated. She hates me and she shows affection with money but now she’s broke. She has nothing to give us now. All my life she has been convincing me how horrible my father is. How I shouldn’t even think positive of him. Well I was going threw old stuff and came across a box. They box had things I had never seen before. Cards. So many cards. With my name. So it being my mail I noticed them already bringing open but I have never seen these cards before. I opened the open cards and seen my father wrote me cards for every holiday since 2008. She is a c***. She never told me about any of this and took they things in the cards. She took gift cards and money and I found gifts he wanted to give me. I have hated him all my life because I believed this woman I called mom. buts she’s a nasty and horrible. I feel so bad that I have latterly told him how much I hate him. Now I see he’s not the bad guy! He tried telling me that! He even said when u get older you will see. Now I do. I see now.