I love a girl who will never love me back. I seem to have a habit for this sort of thing. This will mark the third time I have pursued a girl with no interest in me whatsoever. It always ends up the same, with me being nothing more than someone she talks to about her problems and doesn’t think of you any more or less because of it. This however will be the first time i ruin a friendship because of it. I honestly don’t know how to feel about that. I could not bear for one more day for her not to know so I told her. She has never thought of me that way. She wont either. If you at least have any interest in me you would have thought about it. You know what the dumbest most idiotic part of this is to? I KNOW IT! I know that all this will happen and that I will end up losing her. I know that I will end up alone and hurt in this, but still I love her
